Wednesday, October 24, 2012

My "baby" toddler

Is it normal to feel sad, almost like mourning, about your child turning 2?  I felt extremely sad tonight just thinking about the fact that in just one more DAY, our little girl will be a 2 year old.  I just love her being 1!!  I know that there are going to be so many new and exciting things happening in the next year, but I just love counting down the months and once she turns 2, she's just...2.  No more counting months.  No more looking at milestones.  No more "she's just a baby".  She will officially be a "real" toddler.  A toddler who cannot get by with "baby" stuff.  A toddler who will be talking more than usual and being understood (not necessarily a bad thing;)).  A toddler who will just be looped into the big, wide world of kids.  Ugh.  It really hurts.

I guess I am just mourning the fact that my "baby" will not be categorized as a baby any longer.  Yeah, at 1, technically she wasn't, either, but since she wasn't walking at 1, it didn't feel like she wasn't a baby.

I guess just like everything else (ahem, me turning the big 3-0), I will just have to get over it.

My baby is growing up.:/

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